Why Won’t My Brain Do It?
I have several posts waiting in my queue. I have written a ton, trying to help me process the things I am going through right now. I cannot get my mind to cooperate. The right side and the left side of my brain seem to be in the middle of a serious battle. And they just will not write what I initially plan on writing. I am getting side tracked and I go in completely different directions. I find myself writing and I have no idea why I am writing whatever it is I am writing. This is very frustrating, my head is fuzzy and chaotic and no matter what I try to do to help me, it just doesn’t work.
My brain and body are just not working together.
I am quite clumsy lately and getting overloaded very easily with sounds and textures. I am misreading David and other social situations, more so than usual. I feel so tired and it drives me crazy because when I get like this I feel lazy. I have so much to do and my body/mind will not do it. I am fighting against myself and I don’t want to. I am sad for no apparent reason and it is driving me crazy.
Oh, well I do know that this doesn’t last long and I know it will be better soon.
Hopefully all of the things I have waiting in my queue will make sense when I go back to them. Maybe they are just crazy rants and I will question whether or not I left the planet for a while only to return to a mass of ramblings and insane rhetoric in my queue. There is a lot going on in my life right now so maybe I just need to cut myself some slack and just rest.
